I am supposed to be an engineer now. I am done with the last papers of my
engineering career… Looking back at the last four years, I feel that my engineering years have been the best , but at the same time the worst years of my life. I consider this period to be a well defined picnic period where the finance was taken care of by our parents and we did everything but study.
These were my best days coz I could realise my potential, my zeal, my ability to sustain, my ability to give, to live and to use my capabilities for good… I have a degree too and two jobs also.. I have call from a premier B School also.. I have seen the importance of friendship and the extent upto which I have involved myself in this beautiful relationship. I have got the trust of a few people.. I have the independence.. I have everything today… I am a more matured person now… I have started to love and live with the nature.. in the nature and for the nature…
Then what is this worst part all about??? I have lost my greatest asset… Optimism.. I was the most optimistic guy in the town.. Now the reverse is true… It may be true because I have bcome more practical in my outlook.. What else…??? I have decided not to trust neone… I used to trust every person.. Now i am very skeptical about every damn thing in life.. U guys lemme decide whether it is right or wrong??? I have travelled a very big distance from my self… May be that was self engineered… I have taken wrong decisions only to let my heart get broken into pieces… never to find someone to heal it wen i needed one.. I have learnt not to expect anything from anyone..
Being the only son of my parents was a boon as well as a bane.. I was pampered.. got everything that i ever dreamt of.. was dependent on others.. never seen pain.. was solitary.. somehow i have maintained that state even now… “Too emotional” is one tag that i have carried over the last few years here in SVNIT.. noone had the time to peep inside…
This is a never ending story of a guy called Partha, from Assam. I am going to join IIFT, Delhi for a two year MBA (IB) course.. Hope is a good thing.. I am trying to hope for the best.. The best is not defined.. I dont want every definition of mine to go wrong….!!!! This time i have left it upon the time to define what the word “best” means to me…
Panache 